

On a whim, one day at work, Aysel finds herself looking at suicide partners and happens to find a young guy around her age, who happens to live very close to her small town. This person is someone who will encourage you not to back down and hold you accountable for your half of the suicide pact. Only now, things are so grim, she has reached out to a website called “Smooth Passages.” It is a website designed to help provide confidence in committing suicide, even to the point of helping a person find a suicide partner. The kind of depression that you cannot crawl out from.


It is a novel that will resonate with both teens and adults – and should not be missed. Ultimately, she must choose between wanting to die or trying to convince Roman to live so they can discover the potential of their energy together.M y Heart and Other Black Holes is a beautifully written story about love, loss, and learning to live. But as their suicide pact becomes more concrete, Aysel begins to question whether she really wants to go through with it. But once she discovers a website with a section called Suicide Partners, Aysel's convinced she's found her solution-Roman, a teenage boy who's haunted by a family tragedy, is looking for a partner.Įven though Aysel and Roman have nothing in common, they slowly start to fill in each other's broken lives. There's only one problem: she's not sure she has the courage to do it alone. With a mother who can barely look at her without wincing, classmates who whisper behind her back, and a father whose violent crime rocked her small town, Aysel is ready to turn her potential energy into nothingness.

Sixteen-year-old physics nerd Aysel is obsessed with plotting her own death. A stunning novel about the transformative power of love, perfect for fans of 13 Reasons Why by Jay Asher.
